CRUSH AT FIRST SIGHT? ♥️

It all started on May 1, 2018. As always we have something unexpected to happen. That's when he entered my so called 'awkward' life. Everything was messed up before he entered. Then as usual was playing around nearby the  playground , suddenly something caught my eyes. A guy in black shirt♥️ playing the typical Indian game 'CRICKET'. I STILL CANT REALIZE WHAT MADE ME SIT THERE AND SEE HIM.

Till the moment my heart was beating more than usual. And not to forget butterflies in the stomach . ugh! that feeling is always a loop when i see him any day!  Okay back to story, as every other guy he was busy fielding and just finding ways to catch the ball. I still couldn't take my eyes of him.

The problem? I could only see his side profile.  I was busy grabbing my friend's hand to pull  her to sit more nearby to at least see his face. Of course, she got irritated by me . 

I GUESS GOD HEARD ME

I still thank that guy who banged a sixer that day. That made him come near us to pickup the ball ....

so much HAPPINESS at once...... Now i was way tooooo obsessed with him now.... hoping to see him soon I left for home. That day i got to know the importance of name of person. Lost all hopes to see him again.

That same evening , i was busy wandering around with my friends. That's when I noticed him again!! 

THAT FEELING OF SEEING HIM AGAIN HAD SOMETHING MAGICAL IN IT...

Of course, your know u better than u know yourself. They realized before me that i was falling for that guy . Waiting just for his glance is seriously something special. ♥️🤤

Then that evening while they were playing football . I heard them call him out so loudly ..

Happiness at its pitch...

BAD LUCK ? ( Yeah , I didn't know his surname to find his ACC🤦) 

Again hopes back to 10000% to 0.000001% .

I was again irritating my friend that I just wanted his surname !!!!! 

She was so so so annoyed by me (thanks for tackling me 😂♥️) 

All night busy searching on Instagram only with his name !! (Yeah, I m that stupid sometimes😑💫) . Yeah I didn't sleep that night thinking that will I ever see him again ? 

Boom! The next day was wayyyyy to lucky! 

Punekars ( many may )  have a speciality of calling their friends by their surname... oh my god ! I m so thankful about it again 🙃 ... I got his surname!!! 💫💫 (Feeling u call of being on cloud nine ) ♥️ ....

That evening still waiting for his glance ...my eyes stuck at him again 💫🙃 Found his ACC but then fear of anxiety 🤦 cause I  can be damn awkward . So I started liking his pictures and he did the same thing ♥️ (feels good nah✨🙈).

Then finally he messaged 'Is this some kind of a game?. ' Seeing a message from your crush is some type of a feeling that no one like describe  such as heartbeat races, butterflies in stomach . That dance of your thumb to just reply with perfect grammar 😂♥️ .SEEING HIM PLAY WAS A PLEASURE AND FALLING FOR HIM DAILY MORE IS A TREASURE ! 

YEAH HE HAD NEVER SEEN ME !! FUCKING ODD RIGHT? :/

So, one fine day he was going to come again to that playground. i had told him i m not sure if i will be there. Cause talking as strangers is different than trying to know each other. Our eyes met though we were quite apart in distance from each other i could still see him clearly. That made me relish the stuff that i had seen him again this time he knows me . But then YOU were gone in a flash of light .

Then we would  talk after 12 am generally, waiting for his glance was a gift for my eyes!
Chatting and stalking something i m damn good at . Knowing each other was kinda fun.
Despite, the fact that he didn't know that i had a damn crush on him.
Struggled like hell to get his number [ THANKS AGAIN MY FRIEND FOR THIS.] , And waiting every week like an insane crap just for his single smile and glance. From writing a poem for him on his b'day to ending up him wishing me next day of my b'day.

DAYS PASSED, MONTHS PASSED ..
TALKING TO HIM BECAME A ROUTINE.
DESPITE THE FACT I HAD CLASSES EARLY MORNING. I WOULD STILL WAKE UP TILL 2 AM JUST TO TALK TO HIM.


FEW DAYS PASSED......


I confessed the truth , yeah it got worse ...
It went normal, but then chats shortened... messages left unread..
I can bet one fact [ never confess your feeling, i repeat never ].

Little did i know my old friend had the same crush ..

HE TALKS TO HER NOT ME 

GETS ANNOYED BY ME BUT NOT HER !

EVEN OUR FRIENDS GOT TO KNOW ABOUT IT .
DAMN THOSE TEASING STUFF .
Those things will never get out of my mind.

From waiting for his presence on the day of my performance till waiting for the song to play 'CHOGADA' during Navratri. Some hopes i made them die !
Wishing him to enter during the songs playing...uff i dream a lot .
I CAN WRITE A BOOK ON HIM I KNOW SO MUCH THINGS RN. Still many things have been left unsaid 🙂🤷

OKAY, THAT WHEN I REALIZED CRUSH DOESN'T LAST MORE THAN 4 MONTHS , BUT IT IT HAS BEEN A YEAR ? { whatever u wanna take it to be.}😳💖


BUT hopes did die when i heard he had the love of his life.
SO SOME STORIES ARE LEFT ONE-SIDED AND BETTER LEFT UNSAID.
LIFE HAS DIFFERENT WAYS TO MAKE YOU FEEL WANTED OR UNWANTED !✨


THANKS FOR READING !!

Keep supporting ♥️🙃