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As we all know this generation believes more in one -sided love story . Most of the love stories as trusted to have a happy ending but often end up being one - sided. By that i mean no confession , no regrets and no rejections too. So finally after a long time, tried writing this one completely a person who is a one sided lover. Keeps his feeling within himself for 4 years (Okay, u must be like damn 4 years). That's true lets see what happens next.

It was her first day on the ground, she seemed quite simple and sweet. Little did i know i was falling for her at the first sight .Being an introvert , it never seemed easy to talk up to people.
She seemed quite cheerful with everyone around her . Except me who couldn't even dare to talk to her. ( She might not have even noticed me for sure). First time did it happen in my whole life that i barely practiced my sport that day and was busy seeing her from a distance and admiring her.
My daily practice schedule was just ruined and i would do is admire her from far away. ( so that she doesn't notice me). I hadn't attended the class for like 2 week now so didn't knew when she joined.
I felt attracted towards her like alike poles of magnet maybe. I never knew i could have so much affection for someone.

While i went home i was still thinking about her , then thought might be just a crush! But consulting my Sis was a good idea , i guess. She said me the same thing that if it lasts more than 4 weeks or months says , it will no longer be a crush. ( This moment was kinda awkward idk y tho).
 After hearing that its quite natural or say common , made me think more about her now. 
But the consequences of loving someone kinda gets fiddly. (seriously i mean it people).

I did go to ground regularly but then i wanted to abate feelings for her now. Would try ignoring her or try to focus on my practice. WOW! TO MY SURPRISE I COUNLDN'T. 
All i could do was just keep my focus on her probably. And to look somewhere else whenever she would look at me. (fine, ik all one sided lovers can relate to this).YEAH OFCOURSE SHE NEVER CAUGHT ME DOIN' THAT ... UFF I M LUCKY MAN !
Then after few weeks i finally got to know her name ! (now i can adore her more with her name).
I was probably thinking that my crush on her decreases but it intensified as days passed by. 
What if  all my emotions for her gets killed by  3-4 months?


FINALLY, THREE MONTHS PASSED!.....

All these months my affection towards her increased. I would like seriously get crazy if anyday i wouldn't find her on ground. I would be regular so that i don't miss having any glance of her.
(HEART WOULD SAY ME TO KEEP GOING , BUT BRAIN WOULD TORTURE ME LIKE HELL).
Then came our STATE LEVEL matches, i thought maybe this was the right time to approach her . 
Again backed as i freak out every time i was near her. But those matches made me prove i was damn good at the sports i was at, yeah go selected for Nationals. Thought maybe someday or the other I need to confess about my feelings. 

Exact thing was like I generally spoke to only few people on ground or would always be in my own practice sessions. ( INTROVERT YEAH IK ). Whenever i tried approaching i would get absolutely blank in front of her. State matches were done , that match made me win nationals but my hopes of talking to her disappeared .After few days, she stopped coming to ground. LOST ALL THE HOPES I HAD.

BUT then as we say social media is a boon, searched her name ; got her account ; sent her request & YES she accepted it . All i did was seeing her photos and stuff. ( Okay i agree i was stalking, we all do don't we?) . Thought of sending her a message . Again my thumbs would just end up dancing and type nothing! Practice resumed again ! And again did my routine.
This type due to matches i had luck and bad luck . Okay , bad luck was that i had to return before matches finish and good luck is she is going to travel back with me !! vooahh that excitement tho!

I had assumed the fact that I am meeting her for the last time now as I had decided to leave archery . I didn't get to go near the ground after that match.(But I got her whatsapp no.)

But I  has mixed emotions inside me like I did get her no. I had no freaking courage to talk to her afterall !  I texted her on my bday but then was a epic fail  like I seriously wasn't expecting that now . We would seriously chat like once in 3-4 months.  I lost all hope again ! 

But once while practicing my phone vibrated with the msg notification stuff !  To my surprise it was her! ( We one sided lovers have our heart beating at a very fast rate when we realize that either they r talking to us or about us) . It was during my board vacations.  Again a habit of sending her  a like started !   I was thinking like it might end up like previous chats but it didn't ! 

Again we did start having like UK really good conversation !  The more she opened up the more I felt she was broken and had lost her smile . She would start off with her past stories and stuff . They never bored me but did rage me badly. Her stories would make my spine feel chills . Like how can someone be through so much things . 

All I knew now was that I wanted her natural smile back !  The more she told the more I feel for her day by day . My crush on her didn't remain that anymore ... It had turned into caring for her and love for her ! 

I wanted to be by her side but she was way out of my league for sure ! 

Before I couldn't find any valid reason to make her believe that I seriously had a huge crush on her. Now that we used to chat a lot !  She came out of her past and her theme of writing did change a lot . As if she had found someone better for her . Our chats did fade away at these times ! Hope again at level 0 .

But I had decided finally something , that either it was her or no one !  Her quotes turned more into hardcore romantic stuff . 

I was just feeling good for her . 

Even my mind had started like u have lost it boy! People who has a wonderful relationship already will never understand struggle of a one sided love story . Like no surprises , no meets , no expectations even ur crush doesn't know about it and u just need to act all normal in front of them and they will never even about it ! 

But when it happens to be compatible two sided stuff those stories are more of a reel life and not real life probably!  

Btw I was lucky too in real life ! After few months she did reply me which changed our relationship status into commited to each other!  Yes the person she waited to talk to ,  waited to see him on ground like. he did to see her. Finally she did have a crush on him.  Thinking all day  long that he is only my better half is what she did all day long ! Like in all terms they never let each other know about it ! 

He thinks she is the only one who can take his anger down in extreme conditions. Like to control her craziness all she need is him. Like he was falling for her , she was also falling for him .❤️

They were perfectly opposite poles of magnet that attracts each other and ofcourse he never thought that he would be loved in reality .  

Hope you guys also find your opposite pole of the magnet soon ❤️ . Thanks for reading ! Do comment and share if u liked the content ♥️💯